Understanding the nice song.. With some thoughts..

Managed to get the lyrics of the song that I posted earlier; 如果我变成回忆. With the lyrics, I now understood what the whole MV was about. It is about a guy with a heart problem. His heart problem is one that will cause him to die anytime if medical help is not given when relapse happens. Thus, he is worried that if he dies one day, his gal will be left with the misery of his departure. He is for the idea that if he is gone, she can get someone else as a partner to heal the pain of loss instead of going through it herself.

A very profound MV story, more profound then 童话 some time ago. Here are the lyrics that you can follow when you are listening to the song from my mp3 device.


如果我变成回忆
歌手：Tank 专辑：第三回合

累了, 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着, 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体, 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己, 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发, 蹒跚牵着你, 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以, 让他陪你, 我不怪你

快乐, 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体, 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己, 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发, 蹒跚牵着你, 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以, 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气, 霸占你心里, 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平, 请你尽力, 把我忘记...

Every time I listen to this song I'll always feel the emotions that Tank has put in about our fallibility and life's vulnerability. Are we really invincible? Do we really live forever? When do we expire? Will we ever know? If today IS your last day alive, will you leave this world with regrets?

每个人有一天都会变成回忆的，只是你在变成回忆前，为你自己，为你生边的人做了多少。问问自己：你在打拼的当儿是否忽略了你身边的人？如果是的话，你还在等什么？等你变成回忆吗？是时候暂时放下手上的东西，关心一下你身边的人了...